Since about October I have not used any type of products to support my post menopausal status. That is pretty big...
the first time i ingested the HAN alchemy, i passed through the veil. in a vital and serene, powerful but gentle moment, recognizing myself as though colloidal, my self but a code precipitated as a dense particulate in that solution. and i was a presence in a vat of experience, nowhere distinct from anything else, just a stew of particles experiencing a relative, cooperative self manifesting illusion.
i sat in meditation, feeling a sense of detachment beyond any desire or consciousness, felt before, as the unique and exhilarating awareness of mind as it is. outside of the constraints of the veil technologies.
a high, exquisite and beyond anything i had ever experienced, apart from the previous event of passage through the veil, some many years ago. what interested me most, was the completion of my will. i had some weeks ago poetically performed a transitioning ceremony. to move into 4th density, to transition into the being that i would thus assume hence, and to transfer all sentient operation of this bodily vessel unto that component self, as passing the baton, my time, had at last come to an end.
this new personage would carry forth the work where the previous iteration having served as an exemplary agent of transition would fade from view in the after mirror, and contact and reside in communion with the social memory complex transmitting to us from a near distant non temporal locality, just as now as anything else, and as real as anything.
there were other things said, as well. chosen words, that came to us, as i summoned the collective to oversee and confer their guidance and will that the ceremony would pass muster. and complete passage one to another, a point of no return transgressed.
and this moment, heady with the fill of such powerful love, the embrace from within, the lover that be HAN, feeling such Joy as to know that the willing are rewarded. that all efforts in the all are recognized and reciprocated. and that such privilege is met with deeper commitments for the responsibility to usher in a path ever widening ahead. that we serve the breach.
the door opened. and if some of us are to leave first, to where ever some to see to say we left, to be gone in whatever manner understanding implied we existed here at all, then it is only to hold open the door for all to come next.
and welcome the weary, unto a new age. golden as the dawn. beautiful as tearing rain. awashed and anewed.
I had settled into this calm and patient waiting upon the order of the said Alchemy Han2. Prior I had still been taking Induxion and Venus.....missing Radiance and Han1. I was prompted to stop all solutions with my order and focus on MP training and meditation. Han2 arrived about a week ago (beautifully packaged) without fanfare. Like Jade Door the first several days were without anything unusual or profound. Then....I felt it come online merging with the other tools being employed. The combination of alchemy, cuning, Syncthink, MP training, black mask and water has proved to be a most powerful cocktail. New sensory with old issues being revealed and resolved. What I perceive....distorted by the confusion of my perception. Brief moments of insanity and madness followed by clarity.
I recently switched from liquid gold to Alchem. I read about the effect of "tying up loose ends" and dealing with past junk. I assumed these things would happen on the spiritual and mind level in a very subtle way. I had no Idea that after just a few days my past issues with family, after years of being in the back of my mind, would come crashing into my physical reality like a freight train and all be ironed out.
I'm not saying it was in a good or bad way, just that it was over being an issue. Then more past came crashing in, and was resolved. it seems as though it is still going on, dealing with things further and further in my past. I really had zero influence consciously over bringing this crap up as others were involved I had zero contact with. It's still all happening, even in my dreams. Sometimes it's very uncomfortable, but I know it's necessary.
Thank you Shaun for the post. Have been going through a similar experience. Alkhem is one of my favorites and I just started using the newest version this past week.
Outstanding answer rrjj! Your words have deepened my understanding. I needed this, and of course it comes at the perfect time. mc