Figured I'd open up a discussion about purity and hopefully we can get some powerful experession and clarity about what this site and we are all about.JD Aliix has helped me see Truth and triggered…Continue
Calvin has not received any gifts yet
Buddha visited me, in an invisible, silent, supernatural space ship.
Outside my window, it seemed time was slowed down.
He reminded me of the feeling of enjoying yourself.
He showed me some songs and movies and games.
He's seen all of history, and is actually a really hip and cool guy.
He sat in his space ship as I meditated, just hanging out, a friendly guardian, prompting peace.
He left in two days, but before he left, he performed a powerful…Continue
Yesterday I had a very intense meditation where I discovered forgotten "blocks" within my unconscious. It began with sitting and being present and then trying to find symmetry in the body, a gentle dance of finding muscles that don't get used and stimulating them. The scene in the Matrix where Neo's atrophied muscles are being punctured came to mind, along with the thought that just one stimulation of a forgotten muscle, with enough gusto, could instantly bring it back online. The first step…Continue
As a preface none of this really has solid scientific research to back it, just my interpretation of things I've read.
A few years ago it popped into my head that excess cortisol makes you do things you don't really want to do. So, if you can control cortisol, you can attain something close to free will. At the same time cortisol isn't some devil hormone, excess of any hormone can lead to bad things, so homeostasis is what you're after I think.
What can stop cortisol from…Continue
My heart is fire, my breath is air, my blood is water and my bones are earth
I used to be anxious, paranoid, I took away the worry, now I’m hypervigilant
Everything is everything
Languages, arts, blitherings, love and all its greatness and woe
Women spritely, men smirk, the in-between blessed with Divine Perception
The wind in the woods, the lucidity layered in all memory, pieced together in the Trophy Case of the Almighty, perusing, gallivanting,…Continue