I sat up last night and tried to focus, been watching a lot of Jiddu Krishnamurti lately, I asked what is the place before fear. Or it might have been pain. Kept asking that like a mantra, and all these different versions of pain showed up. Then I got to thinking of a relationship between that time before pain, maybe you could call it love, and how it becomes something else with the realization of it. That is, love becomes pleasure, becomes addiction, becomes fear. Then I thought, what is…

 I would like to share a story of an experience I had back in January of 2006. I went with my spiritual brother to a place called Medicine Lake located in Jasper Alberta. I went there with the purpose of doing a spiritual fast. In my culture a spiritual fast is completely void of food or anything to drink. I was out to fast for four days and four nights and yes in January in Jasper Alberta Canada. I had on my 3rd night what we call a vision. I could not make sense of it, how it could…

 I have read the simple truth. I have read the wormhole documents. It is very difficult to fully engage everything in an ongoing manner with all the various levels of pollution and toxins in this dream. I will continue to adhere, learn and grow with the aid of the alchemies which I have many. Also with the aid of my puramyd, and mps. I have come to a point where the world appears a waking dream. I am not sure if I am ready for ABS training yet or not. I do know I will be very soon.

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Whence – Where – Whither

Part 2 – Where

The Astrological calendar for 2019 appears to be somewhat less eventful than recent years, but appearances are often not what they seem. What are the Astrological conditions that will prevail this year?

2019 will be like many other years. We will have three periods of Mercury retrograde, (March 5—March 28, July 7—July 31, and October 31—November 20). There will be three Solar Eclipses (January 5, July 2, and December 26) and…

It has been quite the journey thus far since getting my Mps which I felt aptly to name Hawgrathorn just feels right. My intuition and connection to my higher selves has been growing by leaps and bounds. I feel a much greater sensitivity to the different layers of this perceived reality, as well as a great sensitivity of peoples underlying intentions just being in there presence. 

After 24 days meditating under a tree, Gautama became enlightened.



His senses sharpened to the point of perceiving all of Samsara.

Maitreya and Kalkin's young pure spiritual essences sat in a spaceless space, awaiting his instruction.

Gautama made a localized image of himself with them, sitting with legs folded, hands atop the side of his knees. Eyes closed.

Maitreya: Master, your arrival enblissens us.

Kalkin:…

My business idea.

I would like to create a restaurant and entertainment hub where you can find: Asian soul food, Chef specialties, popular global foods, 12 mid-tier PCs, a few high-tier VR dedicated PCs, low-tier PCs for card gaming, browsing and school work, depending on the level of simplicity game creation has reached by its fruition; maybe an ultra-high end workstation, four console areas with couches for console gaming and movies, two ping pong tables,…

Blessings to all . I just received my pyramud today and very excited .

i tried searching for reviews experiances are very limited . Can some of you signpost me to  some or be nice for some feedback on manifestation of its use ? 

Love and light and many thanks 

I came across this site two years ago after reading Mg Hawking books. I started with the Alkhem and started taking the alchemy. Things got really awesome when I got Clyde my little pyramid guy. He helped me (along with the  I zero  alchemy) make a lump in my breast disappear, he is a great shield when I drive kept me from being pulled over a handful of times I always take him with me when I am not sharing him with my husband.  We usually take turns with him.  My most wild experience with the…

Buddha visited me, in an invisible, silent, supernatural space ship.

Outside my window, it seemed time was slowed down.

He reminded me of the feeling of enjoying yourself.

He showed me some songs and movies and games.

He's seen all of history, and is actually a really hip and cool guy.

He sat in his space ship as I meditated, just hanging out, a friendly guardian, prompting peace.

He left in two days, but before he left, he performed a powerful…

Yesterday I had a very intense meditation where I discovered forgotten "blocks" within my unconscious. It began with sitting and being present and then trying to find symmetry in the body, a gentle dance of finding muscles that don't get used and stimulating them. The scene in the Matrix where Neo's atrophied muscles are being punctured came to mind, along with the thought that just one stimulation of a forgotten muscle, with enough gusto, could instantly bring it back online. The first step…

As a preface none of this really has solid scientific research to back it, just my interpretation of things I've read.

A few years ago it popped into my head that excess cortisol makes you do things you don't really want to do. So, if you can control cortisol, you can attain something close to free will. At the same time cortisol isn't some devil hormone, excess of any hormone can lead to bad things, so homeostasis is what you're after I think.

What can stop cortisol from…

Need all the assistance by way of prayers and healing energies to help locate my lost puramyd. On Saturday I did a healing session with one of my sister in-law and next day heard she was feeling very upbeat and wanting to move freely without her walker aiding her. Then on Sunday another sister in-law who has had more that 15 surgeries and was diagnosed with fibromyalgia was very happy and noticing instant shifts in her pain body.Monday morning I left to drive my grandson to his school and…

The New Year – Part 5 – Donald Trump (January 2018)

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In considering the influences in any individual’s chart, there is a hierarchy or degree of opportunity and/or challenge that will be elicited by the unfolding planetary positions in the solar system. What is often more consequential is when any significant transiting planet aligns with a particularly important planet in that chart; and, even more significant is when that planetary influence…

he New Year – Part 4 – The USA (January 2018)