I have read the simple truth. I have read the wormhole documents. It is very difficult to fully engage everything in an ongoing manner with all the various levels of pollution and toxins in this dream. I will continue to adhere, learn and grow with the aid of the alchemies which I have many. Also with the aid of my puramyd, and mps. I have come to a point where the world appears a waking dream. I am not sure if I am ready for ABS training yet or not. I do know I will be very soon.